the tulips

original fiction

ARBITER
A web serial about aliens finding some stuff, a game of missing information, and what we leave behind. Started January 1st, 2024. Ongoing.
On Wordsmith.
take fucking whatever
A trans woman gets interviewed on a late-night show. November 2023, ~4000 words.
Published in Culture Hell Forever, vol. 1: "The First Insult".
unnatural disaster
A woman's journal, found in her place of residence. March 2023, ~1700 words.
In self stuff, page 8.
waking up
Discovery of plurality with love and care. February 2023, ~3000 words.
In self stuff, page 30.

poetry/vignettes

false prophets
Looping backwards. October 2024.
On Wordsmith.
Mirrors are for other people.
Worthless, definitionally. April 2024.
On Wordsmith.
wobble
Text is a wounded animal. February 2024.
On Wordsmith.
i'm yours ♥ i'm yours ♥ i'm yours ♥
ROBOT GIRL PAIN CENTER NULLIFICATION. 18+. October 2023.
On Wordsmith.
welcome, race fans
the world is corrupt. July 2023.
On Wordsmith.
fade, fade away
A conversation between light and void. June 2023.
On Wordsmith.
a z, to a v, then a y
A reflection on creating things. May 2023.
On Wordsmith.
proximity
An escape fantasy. April 2023.
On Wordsmith.
careful thought
Smashing ketchup packets against the floor. March 2023.
In self stuff, page 6.
thought tracing
Blackout poetry from some vent texts. February 2023.
In self stuff, page 28.
in the face
Staring myself down. February 2023.
In self stuff, page 24.
pins and needles
Questionably Godfeels fanfiction. January 2023.
In self stuff, page 26.
saved
But you could do better, couldn't you? April 2022.
In self stuff, page 17.

fanfiction

STATEMENTS OF EXTREMELY DUBIOUS CANONICITY
Some things that could happen between Godfeels 2 and 3, if you want them to. Godfeels fanfiction. October 2023, ~450 words.
On AO3.
but who was banging?
We don't talk about this one. Homestuck fanfiction, 18+. June 2023, ~1700 words.
On AO3.
Dirk Strider Goes To An Applebee's And Has A Wonderful Time
Dirk goes to an Applebee's and talks about divergence. Primarily concieved as a way of distinguishing Dirk and Rose's character voices. Homestuck fanfiction. May 2023, ~2500 words.
On AO3.
I Can't Retcon This
The MSPA reader tries to fix Godfeels, Pesterquest-style. Permanently unfinished and not good. Godfeels fanfiction. January 2023, ~4000 words.
On AO3.

miscellanea

LEGIONS: WINTER BREEZE 040
A tabletop game I play with my friends about hard knocks, intercosmic politics, bureaucrats, age regression, girlbosses, and uterine cancer. This document is mostly cold recap, but occasionally breaks into florid prose for cool scenes. 18+. Perpetually updating.
On Google Docs.
Podfeels Episode 6: Game over.
Adaptational writing for an audio drama version of Godfeels. I rewrote the climax at the end of the cellphone sequence. January 2024, ~2 minutes, 8:26-10:25.
On YouTube.
HONSE REVIEW
Not worth it at all. February 2024, ~1200 words.
On Wordsmith.

NOTE: self stuff

self stuff is a book I wrote about my own plurality, completed in April 2023 for a creative writing class I took with the tagline "the haunting, nonlinearity, and repetition of fragmented memory".

It contains lots of different works, including poetry, original fiction, and essays, and so is difficult to categorize. However, it is best viewed as a single work, despite this page breaking it up into different pieces. It is available here. ~8000 words.